so i know its totally been FOREVER since ive updated, literally like 2 years.

so feb break: highlight, RENT ohh man was it amazing i cant even explain, and seeing it with kaiter and our middletown friends made it even better. and nice surprise was seeing ashley and aunt susan there! it really was a great night.

so the crucible: HELL it was definetly the worse experience ever for me (i know thats sad) but seriously the only part i enjoyed was the end of sat performance, because it was over. IM SO SORRY to all of my castmates and mr od for putting them through my shit but i had such a hard time and i have never felt so frustrated with myself. i should have dropped out when i was sick, but no i had to stress myself out. LESSON LEARNED: dont become ambivalent when your scared. i really am sorry to everyone for everything, lets just be thankful its over and that everyone else did incredibly and that we have more plays to look forward to where hopefully i wont suck.

so future: play tomorrow hopefully we can all forget stress and my lacklustre performance and have fun.

 so many plays this month cant wait.

ill try and do this everyday...so you should see a new one by next week ^o^

-ga!

well finally its vacation and after the most stressful rehersal ever vacation finally arrived, now im at devons house with debi and its great fun but ill update more when im home.

happy vacationing yall (see you on tuesday dramaoids)

Yes, I did just totally quote some 80's girl band. Oh who am I kidding, I know it's the Bangles.  Anyway, today school rocked becuase I had the following schedule:

1. Math

2. Study Hall

3. Study Hall

4. Study Hall

5. Band

Lunch

6. Study Hall

7. Chemistry

God bless the American Math Exam.  Curse Vaclav Medhkaofeapall for writing that god awful song for band.

I got props ready for the Crucible after math help, good times. I realized that I love backstage stuff almost as much as I love performing, and i really love performing so thats a lot. I also memorized one line for the crucible, but i know it cold, so thats a start. 379 to go.

Voice Lesson was better than last week, well my voice was, but Kelsey wasn't there and I found out I have to be "brighter". ug. But American Idol rocked, if that girl with the diabetic mom had made it the world would be perfect. But alas it's not.

Hasta.

hooray a day that makes everyone sad and miserable. what a waste of a holiday. honestly 2 out of a 100 get satisfaction from this day and it makes everyone else feel unwanted and generic. so happy february 15th i say. and im not bitter, and i mean that.

but anyway, average monday at school, looking forward to an average tuesday too...

night.  

best weekend ever for musicals! friday was hk's straight play with amazing amy stealing it once again. and ofcourse fun times at the diner afterwords. thanks gf kels. 

 then miss saigon AND les mis on saturday. miss saigon was absolutley incredible i dont even think i could explain it. i dont understand how people can be that talented, ohh how i hate them. and les mis was fun becuase it wasnt ours and we could criticize it hardcore, which erik, jill, scott, erica, meaghan and i certaintly did. but all in all lyme did an pretty good job.  suggestions/suggestions/comments : 1. dont fling drumsticks at audience. 2. the eiffel tower was built long after valjean's time. 3. have a smaller auditorium. 4. dont run out of programs.

jcss is going eh. but hopefully we can pull it together. and crucible HAAAAA im not even going to pretend to think i can memorize my lines by friday.

anyway...taking off a line from this weekend. ONE WEEK MORE!!!!!

poop.